The inevitable Void of Absolute Nothingness

 

i can't help
but suddenly i feel like
i'm just existing at the edge
of some strange apocalypse
or something.

 

Wherever i look,
all i can see is —
The sheer strangeness
of the moment in existence.

 

Oh, the sudden urge to just
cease to exist in the moment.

 

The sheer strangeness of it all —
Life at its strangest.

 

i've been reasoning with
the inevitable void
of absolute nothingness
since 12021.

 

i don't think that i can escape this —
No one can.

 

You can't escape the simple fact that —
You're just an ordinary human being.
Everyone is.

 

You can't escape reality.

 

Eventually —
Everything comes to an end.

 

Everyone dies.
Nothing lasts forever.

 

On some strange days,
i can feel the abyss creeping in.

 

it unsettles me.
For i have no answers
to why it itself even exists
in the first place.

 

The dreams are not
what they used to be —
They've become stranger than ever.

 

All i can dream is the void
slowly closing in.

 

it scares me.

 

Sometimes, i'd catch a glimpse,
And i'd sit there trying to put
all the pieces together,
trying to make sense of it all,
and it doesn't.

 

Nothing makes sense,
And it unsettles me.

 

i've accepted this —
You can't fight the inevitable.
No one can.

 

But like i said —
Acceptance is always the hardest part.

 

in the end —
Nothing matters.

 

And yet —
Here we exist.

 

As simple as that,
and as complicated as that.

 

Life goes on,

 

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Sources:

– image by Starboy on Unsplash

 

Until Next Time... ✌️

 

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